Days of being wild...

2010-03-03T13:33:00.001+08:00

When you were here before
Couldn't look you in the eye
You're just like an angel
Your skin makes me cry
You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
I wish I was special
You're so fucking special

But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here

I don't care if it hurts
I want to have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul
I want you to notice when I'm not around
You're so fucking special
I wish I was special

But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell I'm doing here?
I don't belong here

She's running out again
She's running out
She runs runs runs

Whatever makes you happy
Whatever you want
You're so fucking special
I wish I was special

But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here
I don't belong here

2009-09-15T18:58:00.001+08:00

jobless for almost 2 moth going to die soon

渴望被爱。。

2009-08-23T23:42:00.000+08:00

无尽无尽的夜晚
爱在舌尖上打转
测试他对我有
多疯狂
原来只是精神上
对爱渴望
那么向往
那么困难

早适应了孤单
孤单不怎样
爱人的使用量
尽量健康

睡得太晚
梦太频繁
别来烦
帮个忙
独自呢喃

beware of your words....ye@h i qiut!

2009-08-05T12:25:00.009+08:00

it was so fine in the morning,me n my ex boss still talked until she went out cos there is no elect for a long period,
she came back after the power supplies came back.

she ask me to help her to wash her hair and i did so,
when the time i was drying her hair,
the facial girl who rent a little facial room from her ask me to help her to open her car bonnet urgently because her car broke down.
the car was just in front of the salon.
she was on the phone with the technician while i were helping her to open the bonnet.

so finally we opened it,and of course i have to wait for her to finish her things so i can close the bonnet for her since she do not have the strength to do it so.
well,everything was done after 10 Min's.
i look at my phone i saw a miss called from my ex boss,i thought there was customer so i rushed back.

i did not see any other people,and i continue to help her to dry up her hair,
suddenly she screwed me with some very very unpolite words.

boss:"wah,if i don't call u u wont come back la?"
myself:"come on pls i just the girl can't lift it up by herself so i just help la"
boss:"wah now u work for her ah?u work for me or her?"
myself:"pls la,it wont die just for awihle helping a girl isn't?"
boss:"how can u do that?my hair is still wet!"
*ps:i towel dry her hair before i went out.

in a sudden she said something rude n unpolite again to me,she told me i can stop work untill today(5 august 2009)if i do not want to work anymore.

fine,i calm down i said nothing,texted my fren asking him to come and fetch me away without telling my ex boss anything,
I kept quite again,I went into the facial room asking the facial girl to fix my eyebrow
Before started to fix it,2 walk in customer came in and my ex boss asked me to serve one of them,
I do so,kept quite and finish doing everything and went back to fixed my eyebrows again.
Finally everything done n I packed all my things without any notice and just left.
there’s just no reason for me to stay in such a freaking place anymore.

If 1 day something same happen again,but turn out that is her car which broke down…..who cares…

I had been working 3 month in this stupid salon,and yet all of the stuff resign working not more than a month average.

My ex boss always thinks her technique is so good and yet she have to ask me repeated question over over again for chemical works.i’m so tired of it.

She always asked us to be careful while using the clippers,and yet I had been using that clipper for 2 years and nothing happened,but when the 1st time she used our old curling tong,she broke the whole thing into half.

don't worry be happy

2009-08-01T01:21:00.003+08:00

just a simple smile for u....
a smile is better than a thousand words,
so just smile.....

u r not alone...

2009-07-25T01:17:00.003+08:00

u might be blaming that ur life sucks,blamin that u earn not enough,blaming u don have a good realationship,your mom cooks bad food,school works sucks or god is just not treating u fair enough...
but no mater how down u are,how lonely u are and how hard you pass trought your life,
always remember you're not alone out there...
there will be always someonealse wating for you,always be at your side,lending you a hand to hold...you are not alone...
look at the people all around the world,
look at china,care bout africa,
how many people are having sickness without cure,straving without food,no education support,
so stop complaining and feel lucky,
there are still much more people outside are worst than you,
having worst life than you,
lend your hand to them as well and make them feel better...

you are not in the worst condition but some others are just suffer more than you and you are not alone...

2009-07-20T20:20:00.007+08:00

多年后，如果我们相逢，我将以何来面汝，以沉默以眼泪…… 忧伤的琴键中，我却觉得自己被安慰，泪珠在阳光下凝结成了完美的樱花形状，纵然枯萎仍有暖意。那一刹那真的怕极了自己内心里还有任何怨恨与阴骛，一点点，都会让自己无法与曲中的美丽邂逅。多年以后，沉默的我们正如那些无法启齿的往事，会凝成心里的一滴泪吗？抑或就这么被现实的烈阳蒸发掉了，点滴不剩。至少我为你哭泣过，安静的，无声的，伤心的，在岁月无法触摸的角落里，玫瑰花心渐渐老去。
to my dear fren dennis lim teck hao..
wake up and step forward,
be strong
we are always by your side...

2009-07-18T20:16:00.004+08:00

Raining,
It’s so blue in the rain,
And do you feel it too?
Tears in my heart are just falling like the rain…
But I understand it is the end of our story…
Sometimes its just so hard to forget someone that u love.
No matter how hard you try to break,try to leave,try to forget him or her…
Adieu ,goodbye
It’s time to say good bye…
Lets just smile n lost in our memories...

美丽的童话却是短暂的像樱花，灿烂的爱情就有如烟火的一瞬间。。。

2009-07-17T16:49:00.009+08:00

男人在爱情都是自私的，而女人在爱情里都是笨蛋
猪猪上个月终于跟白分手了。。。猪猪总是埋怨白对她管教的太严，导致她没有自由。
一年半的感情就如此的结束了。。。
猪猪很快的又被小豪搭上了。跟白分手不到一个月多他们俩在一起了。
他们是在网上交友才认识对方。起初小豪对猪猪是那么的温柔体贴，总是不弃不离，要到哪儿玩都行。
身边的朋友都劝她小心，不要动了真情，毕竟大家都认识不久。。。
可是容易动真情的猪猪就认为她终于找到了真命天子。她的白马王子来把她从苦海救脱。
猪猪的童话故事开始了。她接受了小豪，并认为小豪是她最后的爱情。
童话的结局总是幸福快乐的，可是有谁想过结局过后的故事？
原来王子的脾气比白恐怖，占有欲比他更强！
他禁止猪猪跟其他男生约会，禁止他拥有夜生活，甚至不让她回家
被关在笼子的麻雀渴望自由，
喜欢自由自在的猪猪最后忍受不了小豪的大男人主义，
她选择离开了他。。。
她也明白了童话故事是美丽却是短暂的。。。

2009-07-16T23:35:00.003+08:00

woke rond 9 this morning...fuck...no elec...was waiting for the whole day doing ntg...
power supply were connected around 4 afternoon.
the fucking line was down again.called tm n blast them off to refresh my fucking line...
after the line was connected,my comp goes down again,fuck...
boss asked to go back to salon to help in a sudden round 6...
left salon asap after work....
dyed shirley's hair...
shin yi n someone had a big quarell....
oh fuck...thats my fucking off day...wasted day...

至少还能守护那美丽的时刻

2009-07-09T01:34:00.007+08:00

心動歌詞 - 心動([心動電影音樂大碟]心動(宣傳曲))
作詞：林夕　作曲：黃韻玲　編曲：黃韻玲

有多久沒見你　以為你在哪裡
原來就住在我心底　陪伴著我的呼吸
有多遠的距離　以為聞不到你氣息
誰知道你背影這麼長　回頭就看到你
過去讓它過去　來不及　從頭喜歡你白雲　纏繞著藍天　如果不能夠永遠走在一起
也至少給我們懷念的勇氣　擁抱的權利
好讓你明白　我心動　的痕跡
總是想再見你　還試著打探你　消息
原來你就住在我的身體　守護我的回憶

往往分手过后所换来的就只有咒骂，怨恨和抱怨，
有多少人会想起刚热恋的那段日子？想起当大家一起开心的时候？
一对情侣会经历开心与悲伤的日子是理所当然的，
也许最后的结果是分开，
理由也许是对方的错误，
对方的背叛，对方的不信任，
也或许时自己的错误，或更多理由，
可是难道分开以后就不能祝福对方吗？

难道不断的怨恨对方会让你过得更快乐？
恨一个人可以一百年，一千年，或许是永远，
怨恨只会不停的创造更多怨恨，
不停的报复也只会造成更多的伤害，
与其让这股怨恨不停的轮回下去，
倒不如学会祝福对方，
学会原谅。。。
学会接受新的未来，
不要再度沉在过去。。。

2009-07-03T20:11:00.005+08:00

we r just so small

sleeping in my room

this monkey look likes someone tu
highway to ?!?!?!?!

蒙胧胧。。。。

Sitting all alone here waiting just for a call from u…..
I m getting out of my mind,
Getting out of love,
Looking up to skies,
Its so blue without you,
Clouds covering my toughts,
Where are u?
I miss you…

dono wat to post,,,so just posted some low quality old pics...miss the days with u guys...

我的爱。。。

2009-07-03T01:44:00.004+08:00

如果别人问我，我是否曾喜欢过你，我会回答：“我不喜欢她，非常的不喜欢，可是我却是那么的爱她，从以前直到现在依然还是那么爱她。。。”

如果再问到她是否是我的最爱，

我的答案是：“不是，我还爱着其他人，而且不止一个。不止是女生，甚至连男生也有！”

对他们的爱是一种超越友情上的爱，却又不是一般爱侣的爱。。。

是一种很奇妙的爱，

大家没有血缘关系，话题也不多，

可是却比任何人了解对方，

就算闹架了却很快就原谅对方，

比任何人关心对方，是一种关怀，

即使有一天大家东西个散却还是爱着对方的，

我爱你，我爱你们

love u ling,love u mich,love u bi,love u nicole,love u boon,love u nlics,love u peter,love u eddie...

love u guys forever n ever。。。

2009-06-30T15:15:00.002+08:00

有一种感觉总在失眠时，才承认是“相思”；
有一种缘分总在猛醒后，才相信“永恒”；
有一种目光总在分手是，才看到“眷恋”；
有一种心情总在离别后，才明白“失落”

有一种美丽叫放弃

2009-06-30T14:42:00.005+08:00

小友和妹子分开也有三年了。当年妹子怪小友背着她和旧爱复合，深深的伤害了她。直到现在妹子都不太愿意跟小友说话。
后来失去了妹子的小友才明白他还一直深爱着妹子，可是无论他做什么都无法再挽回妹子了，妹子早就对他彻底放弃了。
也许在许多人的眼里，妹子是那么的冷淡无情，就这样放弃了小友，可是又多少人明白这是妹子对他的爱？
妹子放弃他是因为希望他能从新认识自己，希望他不再停留在同一个时段，希望他能找到一个更好的对象，希望他会好好珍惜下一个女人。。。
妹子的放弃就是对他最好的祝福与爱。。。

放弃
其实也是一种美
这种行为并不懦弱
因为放弃也需要勇气
放弃
并不代表逃避
因为放弃也是一种选择
这也是一种理性的表现

父母的责任，父母的爱

2009-06-14T08:42:00.003+08:00

有时问一问自己到底了解自己的儿女多少的东西？
是否只是会用肉眼来看待他们所做的一切？
是否有用心来聆听他们的心声？
孩子做错事是否指在责备？没有正确改正他们？
孩子反叛，有时也是做父母的错。。。
各位做父母的。。。
想一想如何才能与孩子沟通的更好吧。
想一想如何用另一个方法传达你对他们的爱吧。

你的孩子并不是你的，
他们是对生命本身充满渴望的儿女。
他们是经由你来到这个世界，但不是出自于你。
虽然他们和你在一起，但他们并不属于你。
你可以给他们你的爱，但不是你的思想，因为他们有自己的思想。
他们的身体居住在你的屋子里，但是他们的灵魂却不是。
因为他们的灵魂居住在明日之屋，甚至在梦中你也无法前去那儿探访。
你可以尽力使自己变得像他们，但是尽力不要使他们像你。
因为生命不会倒流，也不会停留在昨日。
你是弓，子女是箭。
射箭手瞄向无穷远的目标，以他的神力将你拉弯，把箭射得又快又远。
任那神射手将你弯满，那是一种真正的喜悦。
因为，一如他喜爱飞快的箭，他也同样喜爱沉稳的弓。

　　

we are all alliens in an allien's eyes as well...

2009-06-14T06:28:00.004+08:00

trying to make myself look horrible...

sometime i just don understand why some people always complanin this n that while they do something,But the funny thing about it is they are still doing it after they complain...so i just don't understand are they hating or loving the things they are doing...hahaha

2009-05-17T19:58:00.005+08:00

Sometimes i really donno wat the hell are u thinking of?Are u just a pure idiot or what?Do u think that because u r a bit of handsoem or what kinda reason made u famous so u can just pretend to be drunk and than try to hugs the girls?i don even give a damn of r u "Real" Drunk or "Fake" Drunk!U bastard.Have u forgotten what happen few years ago?It was the 1st time n the last time i ever helped u out that time n u promised us u will not do it again but yet U r still reapeating the same and same thing again...I m so bored of hearing complains from ppl.I m not kinda Tai Go or what but why u have to do it?Why everytime is those person who r close to me? Have u ever felt guilty for urself b4?Sometime i m really ashame on u...
We all treat u as a good bro so we just simply close 1side of our eyes and act like ntg else happend.But just to inform u,U r just spoiling ur own image bro...

2000年前的某一天，在耶路撒冷的宗教領袖，帶著正行淫被抓的婦人來見耶穌，說：「根據摩西的律法，這個婦人應該定死罪，拿石頭打死。你說我們該如何行？」他們的目的是要試探耶穌，如果耶穌說不行，他們就會給耶穌訂一個標籤：耶穌不遵守摩西的律法，使老百姓對他產生反感。如果耶穌說可以，他們就拿石頭打死那個婦人。當羅馬官怪罪下來，他們會說是耶穌要他們做的，耶穌就會被羅馬人置罪。
耶穌回答他們說：「你們當中誰沒有罪，誰就可以先拿石頭打她。」然後就彎著腰在地上寫字，不再看這些人。結果這些人從老到小都一個一個的離開了，只剩下這個婦人和耶穌。耶穌就直起腰來，問她說：「那些人在那裡呢？沒有人定你的罪麼？」婦人說，主啊，沒有。耶穌說：「我也不定你的罪，去吧，從此不要再犯罪了。」
這個故事代表著兩個意思：沒有罪的人才可以定別人的罪；沒有人敢說他沒有罪，此沒有資格定別人的罪。

所以我不能定你有罪，因为我也有罪，可是没你犯下那么大罪。。。
兄弟，趁着还没弄出火之前反省一下吧。。。

2009-05-13T07:40:00.013+08:00

I challenged her to go out like that...(who is she...)

My part time Gay mate?!?!?Peter!

The 1st them she do pedicure for me...Its damn pain..

Sexy breast...

Man Man!

An An!

ROck it!
......

Die!!!!!!!

Herman!

Pls don miss understand...

The last view of warisan salon....

I had no idea why the fuck we will all meet inside this salon but than w edid had happy time and unhappy times b4 here....i love u guys!

Thanks to Herman my Gay ass partner who always let me moless
Thanks to Shin Yi(Bi I called her) who always play along with me..

Thanks to Shirley who always says she is poor and dono who she pop out with new laptop this n tat...
Thanks to An An who always helped out...
Thanks to Man Man who always to be cute.....
Thanks to Monica who always suffer from us n always buy me cheese...
Thanks to some other boss for wasting so many money in...
Thanks for all the custormer who always stay close to us..
Thanks to aunt Seow for always come to see me(U're just like my mom)...
Thanks to Aiko as well for always bringing ur mom here hahaha!
Thanks to Peter who always comes up and play with us...

Thanks to Yipi which modify the room into a studio ahaha...

And guys pls thank to me who always bring u guys trouble!ahahahaha

****

Feature story....

Herman n Bi started their realationship after they met each other their,n i think i m the evil guy who made them met each other cos i m the one who lied Bi to work with me.I wish n pray out their realationship will be long lasting even i m the evil devil betwwen them but not like the salon which only last for two yeas because of my trouble...May god bless you two pass trough every hard problems,every long way u guys r going to walk or any bla bla bla...
May the love of u two goes on and on everyday even until the i die but pls still go on and on...bla bla bla....

love...

2009-05-08T00:59:00.004+08:00

L’代表Listen（倾听），爱就是要无条件无偏见地倾听对方的需求，并给予自己最大的协助
O’代表only(唯一）爱就是百分百的纯正，对唯一的你所作出唯一的承诺。　　
V’代表Valued（尊重），爱就是展现你的尊重，表达体贴，真诚的鼓励，悦耳的赞美，尊重他或她的选择　　
E' 代表Excuse(宽恕) ，爱就是仁慈的对待，宽恕对方的缺点与错误，维持优点与长处，并帮助他改正错误。

取自百度全科。。。

why do we hurt the most we love?

2009-05-06T22:56:00.003+08:00

Our races might be different,
our speaking language might be different,
our culture might be different,
our skins color might be different,
our religions might be different,
but our heart is always the same,
our love is always the same,
the lamps are different but the lights are just the same...

爱。。。。

2009-05-05T20:30:00.009+08:00

WE BUILD OUR OWN LITTLE STUDIO IN THE OLD SALON HAHA...

单恋与双恋并不一样。
单恋只要考虑着单方面的事物就好，可是双恋却要不断考虑着双方面的一切。。。
也许说出“我爱你“很简单，可是却有多少人明白当中的意思？
爱一个人看似简单，可是却是远比想象中的更难。
也许你觉得自己很爱他，但他却不懂得珍惜，
也许你觉得是他的问题、他的错，可是你是否曾经对自己反省过？
自己是否过分关心？
过分关心换来的不是爱，反而换来更容易引起的误会。
由爱生恨，
爱的越深，恨的越深。
有时为何不妨学习放弃？放弃让自己过的好一点。
为何不断以爱他的理由不断凌虐自己的心灵？
不停牺牲自己，换取他对你一瞬间的爱，
值得吗？

2009-04-30T00:36:00.001+08:00

每个人的心中都有一首属于自己的歌，唯有自己的另一半才有权利分享这不能说的秘密。。。

2009-04-27T00:00:00.008+08:00

聆听风声。。。

Short pants,Lausy T-shirt...That's me...

Litsening to the sound of winds

The random salesman...

One of my best bro...

Somewhere random...

Was working as a santa

I mess up with all my time line untill I dont remember when did Yipi took all this photos.But I always remembered that we made our own DIY studio in the old salon that i was working for the pass few years.We made our own back ground,own lighting as well.We love DIY...Haha!

2009-04-26T20:29:00.010+08:00

Move!Shake!Yeah!

Act cute....

The raining man!

%^*(&%^(*&)(&*

This is Mint,Lim Min!

Many people were asking me why Yipi,Shin Yi and me were always shooting and make ups and doing hair for free for the models.Some even said we're stupid cos we do not charge a single cent for everything yet we had to waste our own time n own money for this and that...

Try and think further Idiots...We might not did a very good work,we might be stupid,might be pointless doing this,but yet,did you had a chance doing that what we are doing now?It might be a long way to perfect for us but yet we still go on and trying out.But did u?

Yipi came back again on the end of Dec last year...As usual....We did not stop n get going with our photo shooting n hair do's again....

This time we had 3 new models.Violet，Mint and Shin Wei.

Shin Wei and Shin Yi are both sisters....And she is a very nice dancer as well!

就算再如何努力医治伤口，可是也治愈不了心灵...

2009-04-26T19:19:00.005+08:00

The photoes I posted had nothing to do with my passage.So pls don get it miss understanding....Haha.

喜欢和爱是不同的、

喜欢他、可能只是因为他为自己所做的一切、

爱他、却从不会计较为他所做的一切、

喜欢他、可能是因为他的性格很不错、

爱他、却连他坏的离谱的性格也很喜欢、

喜欢他、会劝他不要淋雨、

爱他、却愿意一起陪他淋雨、

喜欢他、可能只以为他的好、

爱他、却连他的缺点也能接受、

喜欢他、可能是以为他愿意聆听自己的倾诉、

爱他、连他对我的抱怨也能接受、

喜欢他、可能需要一千个理由、

爱他、却不需要任何理由。。。

爱就是爱。。。

She texed me suddenly...sending me just a simple forward massege...

It was simple but it showed what was in her heart...Her heart was still broken...

I pray to lord,I wish she can be recover soon...

Cheer up n be strong my friend...

2009-04-25T23:30:00.006+08:00

Yipi the happy man!

The long trip

Pls use sunsilk

Pls use Notel spray!

These few pics were taken on the way back and the sun was damn hot.That's why the make up start to drop off

Woke up around six after the previous shooting set.Only had few hours of sleeping.But than we were still standing n was so excited for the 2nd shoot.This time Herman n Shin Yi did not follow because of some personal reason and left only Yipi,Aiko and me along.
Without any make up artist Aiko had to do her own make up,and this was a new topic for her again.As usual,without any planning,we brought all of the cloths and make up set along again to our shooting spot.
The spot was not like what as Yipi expected before when we reached there.The grass was all burnt down and left only a land of burnt grass and burnt trees…But yet we still used it as our shooting spot and amazing we got something different…
I do admit I am just not a good hair dresser.My up do’s really sucks but I will try to improve more in the future…

2009-04-22T19:19:00.027+08:00

The crew of the day,Aiko,Shin Yi,Herman,Yipi and myself

Run for your life!

Jump for life!

The duel of girls.....

The moment...

Herman follow as well...weee...

Yipi directing the act

Herman the background...

Was trying to search for her lost fake nails...

The day before we start our sassion...coloring her hair

_________________________________________

Yipi went back to KL after the 1st trial shoot with us.But than we decided to have another set of shooting when he come back on sept 2008.
We brought Shin Yi which who’s my college as well along.She did all of the make up for this set of shooting.She was one of our models this time,and it was her 1st time as well.
The result was not that good because we did not prepare everything well.We did not have any plan,any idea or anything at all in our mind.We just brought all of our cloths and equipment all along.
The weather was very hot and we had a long trip,but luckily we did had few good shoot.Poor Yipi had to drive all the way in this trip.Once again thank you for everyone who joins..

________________________________________

Phographer+Art director=Yipi

Model=Shin Yi and Aiko

Hair=I do one...

Photographer assistant=Herman and me

Our first time...

2009-04-21T23:22:00.006+08:00

The crew of the day...

Kimi,her result was not bad...

Me,Myself and I

Our 1st time with Aiko...She is always one of my best models...

It was my 1st time that I work out with Yipi…he was one of my old secondary schoolmate.And now he is studying all bout photography.Brought Kimi and Aiko along for the shoot…i did their hair and they did their make up by themselves
Its kinda hard for us cos it was our 1st time.
But yet we still tried hard n try to get the best result…
well thanks Yipi..

2006年12月至2007年一月

2009-02-13T23:27:00.004+08:00

The 1st photo we ever had...

染发

当简单的发型加上一点颜色就会变得不一样，
染发必须配合发型、个性、肤色与个人喜好。

再次遇见她是在三年前教会的圣诞节前夕，
当时只不过是单纯的跟小杰去圣诞义卖会，
没想到竟然在哪儿会碰到她。。。
当时还是她还像个小孩一样地在玩跷跷板。。。
那是小杰第一次见到她吧。。。

第一次帮她染发大也是三年前尾吧？
那时我还在ez cut工作。。。
也是小杰刚离开哪儿去学头发了。。

她要求我帮她染红色，
看看她的样子和那雪白的肤色后也没考虑太多就做了。
整体效果都还好，
由于她把头发烫过了，然后她死都不肯让我修剪。。。
所以。。。就整体上就还差那么一点点地。。。

临回去前她把哥哥也带来了。。。
哥哥身子瘦瘦的，不太高，脚毛多，年龄大约大我两三年。。。
整体来说都满帅的。。。
哥哥没太多的话，性格也很随便。。。
就帮他换了发型与颜色。。。
还记得是染了ash brown 加上
一点的highlight。。。

三年前尾的她还是那么的懦弱，
整天半夜都打电话来向我诉苦，
有时还哭了，哭得好厉害，
回想起来，我还真的没用。。。
我无能抚慰她。。。
当时她不过是个刚初踏入十六的小丫头。。。（当时还是她还是15岁）
少女心事，但愿我能了解，也能知。。。
（过后她遇上了一个让她疯狂的男生。。。他是谁？我也不知道。。。嘻嘻。。。）

2007年．。。
圣诞过了。。。年也倒数了。。。
那年是她第一次跟我出来混。。。
还记得那时有我、金龙还有她一个朋友。。。
每天晚上没事干就到处跑，到处游车。
后来她又再次离开了。。。
她回去了。。。

那一年好多第一次。。。

2009-02-11T00:57:00.001+08:00

剪发，
剪发是美发的重要环节，
剪发必须经过理智的思考，
平静的心情来创造，
从分析脸型，头型，样子，身材，个性，工作
到你创造，雕刻，风吹，造型，
每个细节都决定了你让顾客的改变，
让顾客对你评价，
顾客对你的信任。。。

也许是那么简单的一刀，
可是这一刀也许就决定了顾客的未来。。。

三个星期过后，
她再次回来。
她要剪发与护发，
还记得当时我是那么的忙，让她等了老半天。。。
她也没多计较，也就静静地等待。。。

天啊！看见她那毛糙又硬，白发又多的发资，
我根本都不知如何下手好。
还好，她很乐意的让我操刀。。。
过关了。。。

*其实当时我根本就不知要剪什么，就随便篇个故事带过。。。
对不起 T.T

如何开始很重要，因为它是决定你过程与结束的种子。。。

2009-02-10T02:51:00.000+08:00

洗头，
洗头是理发师的基本功夫，
洗头看似简单，可是当中却包含了许多细节
从你开始为客人为上毛巾，倒水，打泡，洗头，按摩，冲水，护发，抹干，吹干等过程当中，
每一个细节都不能被忽略。

为人洗头让我认识了自己，
让我对顾客有更加深入的了解，
洗头也为我跟她结下缘份，

也不知她还记不记得第一次为她洗头的过程，
是那么的傻乎乎的，
那么的文静，害羞。。。
一切都从洗头开始认识了她。。。
过后鼓起勇气去追寻她的下落。。。

比女人骄傲，比男人强壮，这就是我们人妖的生存之道。。。

2009-02-08T00:21:00.001+08:00

偷拍。。。

我就是凶手！我把它都剪短了！

我是凶手。。。。。。

一个月前，有个傻瓜从牛屎烂回来了！！！！！
我兴奋的发疯似的!
那股兴奋简直就难以形容！
在她十四岁那年我认识了她，可是那年也是她离开亚比的时候。。。
也没什么不舍得，
因为对她不太熟悉。。。
可现在却是那么不舍她的离去。
以前她没太多的话，不太笑，看人总是往下看，超害羞，超软弱的
可是看见她回来一次比一次开朗也放心了不少，
开始想念她的吵，想念她的香水味，想念她的傻笑
还有许多让我们都忘不了的傻样子。
尤其是她的酒量，没想到阿弟就让她灌到了。。。
她变了许多，
变得更勇敢了，
很感谢她给了我个机会为她把头发都剪短（我好不舍得哦，下刀时我的心都快痛死了）
还好过后效果让我感到那么的骄傲。。。
好开心，因为她母亲赞她漂亮。。。

to be continue...

海水是咸的原因是因为人类在大海一面游泳一面尿尿。。。。

2009-02-06T12:00:00.000+08:00

爱不是拥有，
爱是包容，爱是牺牲，爱是付出，
爱能让人幸福，也能让人伤痛。。。

曾经那么晃烈的爱，却那么冷淡的结束了。。。
我问小杰：“值得吗？你不爱她了吗？“
他眼角带着泪水回答：“爱，我还爱她，就正因为我还爱她所以才对她那么残酷，对她的残酷是我对她最后的祝福，我希望她能找到一个让她更幸福的景点。。。我不言不语不代表我不理会，可是有些东西总有它的结局。。。就让他慢慢的随风而去，或许这样会比较好。。。“

如果守护和放弃都是那么的痛苦。。。
小杰选择放弃，他选择祝福她会找到个更好的。。。
那一夜小杰哭了。。。

当老鼠对猫说我爱你，猫毫不犹豫的把老鼠赶走，可是有谁看到猫也在流泪。。。
相爱就是那么难。。。。
对你残酷不是不爱你，而是对你的好。。。本不该继续的就放开，至少大家会比较快乐。。。

释怀教育著仇恨　和平劝著天下人
故事发生了便住下了　不管好的坏的
你让我成长了　就算是痛得值得

有些事并不象它看上去那样。'

2009-02-06T11:31:00.001+08:00

两个旅行中的天使到一个富有的家庭借宿。这家人对他们并不友好，并且拒绝让他们在舒适的客人卧室过夜，而是在冰冷的地下室给他们找了一个角落。当他们铺床时，较老的天使发现墙上有一个洞，就顺手把它修补好了。年轻的天使问为什么，老天使答到：'有些事并不象它看上去那样。'
第二晚，两人又到了一个非常贫穷的农家借宿。主人夫妇俩对他们非常热情，把仅有的一点点食物拿出来款待客人，然后又让出自己的床铺给两个天使。第二天一早，两个天使发现农夫和他的妻子在哭泣--他们唯一的生活来源，一头奶牛死了。年轻的天使非常愤怒，他质问老天使为什么会这样，第一个家庭什么都有，老天使还帮助他们修补墙洞，第二个家庭尽管如此贫穷还是热情款待客人，而老天使却没有阻止奶牛的死亡。
有些事并不象它看上去那样。'老天使答道，'当我们在地下室过夜时，我从墙洞看到墙里面堆满了金块。因为主人被贪欲所迷惑，不愿意分享他的财富，所以我把墙洞填上了。
'昨天晚上，死亡之神来召唤农夫的妻子，我让奶牛代替了她。所以有些事并不象它看上去那样。'有些时候事情的表面并不是它实际应该的样子。如果你有信念，你只需要坚信付出总会得到回报。你可能不会发现，直到后来…….

恋爱的起点

2009-02-06T10:14:00.000+08:00

没多久的时间，他们的爱情故事开始了，
没人知道他们如何开始，也不懂是何时开始，
也许就是那么自然，
他们是那么的瞪对，就像傻瓜与笨蛋那么的绝佩，
每天都在为他们祈祷，
但愿上帝的祝福能守护这段感情，
一直到永久。。。
520．。。。
代表着我爱你，也是一个开始。。。

夏之恋

2009-02-05T20:37:00.000+08:00

2008四月。。。吹起了夏风，
零从美国忽然回来了。。。
好惊喜。。。
好开心。。。
认识零好多年，那时她只不过是个十三岁的小丫头，
转眼间这下丫头也不知不觉地长大了。。。
零的性格很坚强，一个人在美国混了好几年。。。
日子也过的不好也不坏。。。
那个夜晚，我们约好了出去聚旧。。。
在这机会里，小杰认识了紫云。。。
紫云是零的旧朋友。。。长得并不难看。。。肤色白里透红。。。
一眼瞬间，
没说太多的话，
他们都喜欢上对方了。。。
夏之恋被吹起了。。。

小杰

2009-02-02T11:37:00.000+08:00

认识小杰也有好几年了。。。应该有五六年了吧。。。当时他是通过小马的介绍而成了我的顾客。。。
还记得初次为他理发。。。初次与他工作。。。
起初也没怎么熟悉对方，也不知如何混在一起，就这样混了好几年。。。
不知不觉他也成了我身边的重要人物之一。。。
我们经常混在一起，也经常因为他的情绪化而吵架。。。他是那么的可爱，那么的帅，那么爱吃醋，
就像个大小孩一样的。。。
我们经常因为一些芝麻小事离开对方一段时期，可是也总是很快的又再次混在一起。。。
扭扭曲曲的不停打转。。很像情侣吧。。。
幸运的是我们不是同性恋。。。
朋友一生一世一起走。。。一杯酒。。。一段情。。。
就算记忆不断慢慢模糊的消失但是我会努力记得我们的一切。。。

my new job..

2009-02-01T18:20:00.000+08:00

too sexy...

this is one of my favorite image that i did for him...

i never knew eddie can do this too...omg...

mike had decide to change himself in to an a gua for a day...so he asked for helped from me...and of course i agreed!!!!it ws so exiting n so fun...i decided to cut his hair just like a girl and steaphy did the make up for him...
with the direct of me n steaphy...yes we made him a gua...
it's just so beautiful..
****
before you laught at him,think deeply n claerly,ask yourself...
do u have the guts to be like him?will you take this challange?
if not give some respect to him cos he did it...
and he made it...he was so beautiful...

想象一下。。。
两个男人。。。
一起对唱---

你最珍贵，
广岛之恋，
男人男人，
珊瑚海，
beauty and the beast，
明天我要嫁给你，
屋顶。。。

感觉如何？？？有胆唱吗?

命

2009-01-16T19:48:00.000+08:00

what do u trust in life?what are u living for?for love?for glory?for money?or for your love ones?
曾经你问过我。。。到底我是为了什么而活？我说为了你。。。
现在你走了。。。我们变得越来越陌生。。。
这样我还能为了而活吗？还值得吗？
我开始思考，开始烦恼，开始自灭，开始放弃。。。。
一切就在那么短的一瞬间。。。。。
不如你去死。。。死掉还好。。。。。你他妈的。。。。。。

躺在我胸膛的你

2008-12-08T00:42:00.000+08:00

你好静，静的让我开始为你发疯，为你担心。。。
你心里仿佛有些千言万语都说不出来的哭诉。。。
平时你总是掩饰自己的悲哀，
在人面前表现的很坚强，若无其事。。。
可是在你醉了的那晚，你却变得那么软弱。。。你投靠在我胸膛。。。
此刻的我什么也做不了。。。只能把身体借你靠一靠。。。
毕竟我们都相识了那么久，
我们话少，可是并不代表我不担心你。。。

当爱变成往事

2008-12-08T00:10:00.001+08:00

忽然，一把熟悉的歌声传过来，歌声带点忧伤寂寞，唱的那么的美妙，可是却是那么的伤人，一瞬间泪水不经意的流下了。。。
脑海带点醉意回忆着过去。。。回忆到最初。。。曾经他爱我，可是却又选者离开了我，是你变了，还是我变了？
呆坐半晚，酒暖了，心也谈了，无助无奈，立心想要放弃可是对你的思恋依然未减，
想你但也怨你，怨你为何不留下一句话，不留下一封信，不留下一丝线索就这样走了。。。
一辈子就这样失去了你。。。。
好恨你，恨死你。。。你让我流泪，让我恨你，让我只能在梦中寻找和回味。。。
你到底去了那里？
为何你不再回来？你难道一点都不留恋吗？说好的幸福呢？你死了吗？是不是你死了？
为何我们的爱会变成往事。。。

圣诞节要来咯!!!

2008-12-07T22:25:00.000+08:00

my 1st pic with this stupid monkey...unnatural la....

她问我为何我总是能猜到她的一切？叫我就别总是猜到他的一切，别看穿她。。。
当时我并没有回答她。。。
其实我或许猜对她生活习惯与性格，但却不代表我能猜透她的心。。。
你的心到底是在想些什么呢？为何你总是带着笑容可是却隐藏着一
丝的忧愁？这是我不能猜透的事情。。。好想知道你的内心的秘密，好想花更多的时间与你相处，好想对你更了解。。。好想你。。。
有人说，热情只能支持你跑十五分钟，可是与你相在的十五分钟我的生命却是无限的长。。
你再次燃烧了我那已被扑灭的生命。。。
可惜我却不能看穿未来，可是这才为生命带来更多的期待。。。

the art of gay and violent by takato yamamoto

2008-11-18T02:23:00.000+08:00

Takato Yamamoto was born in Akita prefecture (Japan) in 1960. After graduating from the painting department of the Tokyo Zokei University, he experimented with the Ukiyo-e Pop style. He further refined and developed that style to create his “Heisei Esthiticism” style. His first exhibition was held in Tokyo, in 1998.

There’s much that’s superficially familiar in Takato Yamamoto’s art—“Boy’s Love” tableaux with fey young men in various states of undress mooning over each other, then the perennial Japanese obsession with naked women bound by ropes. But closer examination reveals a degree of finesse and imagination that elevates his work away from the porn ghetto into the rarified realm of Decadence (as if those favourite Symbolist themes of Saint Sebastian [above] and Salomé [below] weren’t enough of a clue). For a start the drawing style is a great amalgam of influences from Beardsley through to Harry Clarke by way of the finest Edwardian pornographer, Franz von Bayros. Then there’s the curious details of severed heads, claws, sundry bones and eyeballs which decorate the otherwise florid arrangements supporting the figures. So far there don’t appear to have been any books of Takato Yamamoto’s work produced in the west and it’s possible that the sexual content and grotesquery limits that possibility. But you can some galleries here, here and here. His official site is mostly Japanese and has to be navigated from an interior page since there seems to be a file missing from the index.

缘分不能如愿以偿。。。

2008-11-07T04:18:00.000+08:00

回忆，燃亮了思海的暗角，
像朦胧的水彩笔，
亮丽了我们的过往，
残留下零碎的欢欣片段，
编织了我们的过往。。。

她告诉我缘分不能如愿以偿，
有些东西就算再怎么努力尝试也不会有结果，
爱不是得到，不是拥有，而是要成全，
拥有爱的时候，要让对方自由，
无法拥有的时候更要让爱自由。。。

在努力的学习如何放手，
有时放弃未必是件坏事，
前路未必可怕，
过去未必精彩，
开始想离开你，
让你更自由，
可是为何你总在我要放弃之时
再度的来拨动我心跳？
我再度战败了，败给自己。。。

晴天

2008-11-02T10:08:00.000+08:00

讓你逃亡又讓你回航
讓你依賴我也讓你倔強
只要你微笑帶一點感動的淚光
我就得到可以再給的力量
我讓你飛翔又讓你說謊
我讓你苛求我也讓你奢望
我還以為愛就是要體貼的退讓。。。。~~~~让-杨宗伟

我告诉她，把心里的那场雨放晴吧。。。雨总不会一直下吧？
她回答我，晴天是会有，可是缺是那么的短暂。。。
我不相信。。。
现在我信了。。。她是对的。。。心情很杂乱，很不安定。。。
有一种被人背叛的感觉。。。
笑的那么牵强。。。
雨又不停的下。。。
站在雨里。。。眼睛流下的是泪水还是雨水？
晴天就像一段美好的感情一樣只是淡水就像被詛咒似的~總是抓不住他一样。。。。
这场仗你赢了。。。

i'll kill you!!!go go dmc!

2008-10-30T19:41:00.000+08:00

你个仆街人渣！！我队搞卵你！劈你十八录！一块一快丢下十八层地狱！用地狱之火烧焦你！当你是兄弟换来的却是一次又一次的背叛！你这种人死一次不够！死了再让你复活！在让你受苦！再让你死过再让你复活！再让你死！陆续的重复！让你享受疯癫妖魔的折磨！疯癫妖魔！！！！！你是猪！你是猪！！！风林火猪！！！！杀死你！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！

read too much of dmc and heard too much of metal rock...
becoming a part of the dmc worshiper
trying to be an emo....kill kill kill....
sot liao...go go dmc!

2008-10-26T11:04:00.000+08:00

她的笑容总是那么的牵强,她总是在爱情里被伤害，她的背影是那么的沉重...
看着她不知是可怜还是真的喜欢上。。。
有人问我：“为何你是那么的爱玩？为何你从没认真过？为何你总是像小丑一样？你知道你把你身边的女生都吓走了吗?你为她们带来欢乐而你得到什么？你难道不想交女朋友吗？你难道不能认真一点吗？你难道就没有你喜欢的对象吗？“
我回答：“为人带来欢乐是为了什么？为了回报？看着其他人笑一下不好吗？比起她的伤我算什么？我装傻扮癫你又懂什么？喜欢的对象？有啊！每个都喜欢！但爱的与喜欢不一样！你试过真的去爱一个人吗？你懂得一种叫放手的爱吗?我很爱这女生！但我知道我会伤害她！为何明明知道会伤害对方还要勉强？男人！你们又看过你爱的人在哭的时候吗？很可怜的！男人！别总以为你很本事！女人很脆弱的！我选择控制自己，选择友情，选择成为她的精神上的撑住。。。我宁可自己伤也不愿看她伤“

有时我们都在装傻扮癫，但是有几人看见我们心里的雨天？为何晴天总是那么短暂。。。

wives and husband for sell...

2008-10-20T11:33:00.000+08:00

husband and wives!!!!!do not believe in your other half!

2008-10-17T03:30:00.000+08:00

this fucking nightmare...
it had been just bothering me for a long time...
i had no idea what happen to myself...
i just can't sleep...
afraid of sleeping...
seeing death in my dream..
seeing someone horro...
saw a pairs of dark shadow legs..
saw them pulling me down...
tried to wake myself up even i knew it was a dream but just cant...
only trying to struggel in my dream....
this is maybe god is sending a vision to me...
i just might had to much sins in my life...
a vision to hell and suffer....
oh god...what had i made myself into?

head chopped

2008-10-12T10:46:00.000+08:00

this was when the day i chopped my head down!!!!long live 神经病！！！！！！！！

2008-10-12T00:51:00.000+08:00

回忆。。。

2008-10-11T09:15:00.000+08:00

十二月23日2005...
在上帝的安排下首次在教会遇见了她...
那时候不慎的被她吸引着...好美,好华丽...天使...

十二月25日2005...

又再次相遇,对着她的思恋是那么的疯狂...瞬间我掉进爱情悬崖...

一月1日2006
我们故事的开始...

2006 五月某一日
我们在同一片天空下结束了我们的故事...

或许那时我们都太年轻,错过了许多赤裸裸的爱情...
感谢你曾给予我这机会,感谢你对我的好,感谢你对我的改变,感谢你...
祝福你的翅膀能飞的更远更高,祝福你...
更感谢上帝曾让我遇见了你...阿门.....

末日。。。

2008-10-10T20:56:00.000+08:00

想放弃所有
想抛下所有
可是为何拿总是放不下我的灵魂一片片的掉落
慢慢的拼奏成一个完全不属于真正的我

爱没有
恨也没有
或许他会比我更早找到自我
或许我不该再等待
或许这部戏早就该结束
我迷惘
我失落
我在他心里到低算什么东西？
泪水早已流干了。。。
可是心中的雨还不停，
寻找不倒晴天。。。

a photo session

2008-10-09T09:35:00.000+08:00

Finally photo shooting was finished…saw all the photos…
Looking back at what we did last time it was really a big difference…
We were so blur and never know what to shot at the first time….
Even this time we had improved but yet there’s just still more to go…more for me to learn more for me to go…
I m just a very bad organizer I think…
I dint planed well for the clothes, for the hair style, for the make up and even for my emotion…
Just because some stupid things interrupted my emotions I was going so unstable and lost all my ideas…
But luckily we still had some fine shots….
As I know it won’t be so lucky like this time…
So it’s time for me to improve and change…

老板娘。。。

2008-10-09T09:21:00.001+08:00

很多人经常看见我与同一个女孩逛街，东跑西跑，正常来说我们会是情侣吧？也许你们会这样认为但是你们都错了。。。而且大错特错。。。她是我老板娘！
she is a very emotional and bad temper in someway but some how she is really a very caring friend of mine even she never showed out or she always get mad at me easily...we always hang out together,always share our secrets,always argue and always helped each other out...thank god for letting me to meet her,giving me a chance to know her and understand her...really wanna thak you that you had been by my side when the time i am really getting fucking low and lost...thank you for fetching me up and down always without any complains....really thank you that you had showed me and tought so many things...i am sorry that i always hurt you and made u mad...thanks my dear friend...

the day i killed myself...

2008-10-09T08:35:00.000+08:00

killed myself...
this was a shot by ah lai around may when he was back...did not really know what are we taking that time...we din't have a theme a title or even an idea...and this is what came out...

我的第一次。。。。

2008-10-09T07:54:00.000+08:00

就这样我开始玩布洛克了。。。。